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sariagray ([personal profile] sariagray) wrote2011-01-13 06:08 am

For You

Title: For You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sariagray 
Characters/Pairings: Ianto/Lisa, Jack/Ianto
Word Count: ~
325
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Exit Wounds is quasi-mentioned, and it hints at events to come in both Cyberwoman and COE.
Warning:
Sad-ish. I don't know. Just...yep.
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood. I do not make money off of Torchwood. In fact, it seems as though Torchwood owns and makes money off of ME. This is for entertainment purposes only.

Author’s Note: I wrote some more yesterday. This came out of something that was going to be in As Soon Go Kindle Fire With Snow, but it didn't quite work out the way I wanted it to. So I did this little bitty thing to, you know, yeah. I guess. *Shrug*


 
For You


“I’d die for you.”

“I know,” he says, and his voice is solemn despite the happy twinkle in his eye. “And I’d die for you, too.”

“Good,” Lisa grins and nuzzles at his cheek with her nose.

He laughs and pulls the duvet up around them. It is warm, even for July, but there is comfort in using the cover.

“Go to sleep,” he murmurs into her hair as he shifts his body closer. “Busy day tomorrow.”

“Don’t remind me,” she answers, sleepily. “’Night, Yan.”

He playfully smacks her arm. “What’d I tell you about that?”

“Hey,” she protests, more awake now. “If I’m willing to die for you, I get to call you whatever I like.”

“Fine. Good night, Buttercup,” he grins.

She laughs. “I walked right into that, didn’t I?”

“Yep.”

They say nothing more and fall asleep.

**********

“I’d die for you.”

Ianto bites back the caustic chuckle that threatens to bubble over at the unspoken “and everyone else in the universe.

“I know. You have,” he says instead. 

There is a momentary silence as the words are weighed for what they are; an ounce of pyrite is worth much less than an ounce of gold. Still, it’s something he can grasp.

“I’d die for you, too,” he finally admits.

Jack stares at him for a moment and shakes his head, his eyes full of remorse and bitterness. “For Torchwood, you mean. After I’ve sent you to your death like a good General.”

“Stop blaming yourself. And no, not for Torchwood. For you.”

“Pointless. Don’t.”

He shifts his body alongside Jack’s and sighs. “Pointless, maybe, but I would.”

“I know. But promise me you won’t.”

“I can’t.”

Jack turns over and wraps an arm around Ianto’s waist, buries his face against the pale shoulder and simply breathes.

They hold each other like that for a moment before Ianto feels a chill and pulls the duvet up over them. It’s a little too cold for September.


The End.
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[personal profile] lilferret 2011-01-13 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
*sniffles*

Why must they be my angsty boys? WHY?

Why couldn't they have had their happily ever after?
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[identity profile] usakiwigirl.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
First [livejournal.com profile] thebuttonontop and now you. Both of you are conspiring to make me miserable today :(

'S okay though, I guess, it matches the weather.

Your fic was lovely dear, even if I did wibble something fierce. Snow seems to work well for you :/

[identity profile] too-beauty.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
okay okay my first comments with healed fingers are for angsty fics! well, don't worry, this was just beautiful!

[identity profile] xrai-namere.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Ianto would, wouldn't he?
*Sighs*

[identity profile] aviv-b.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Ianto did, didn't he? Excellent story, but we've had a lot of downer fic lately from everybody. Must be the post holiday blues.

[identity profile] thebuttonontop.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
oh i read this again and it brought me to tears again. *sighs*

i love it.. so simple and powerful. *hugs*

[identity profile] wanda1969.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a good job your writing is so compelling and so darn good, or else I'd just be overwhelmed by angst and sadness! But I wasn't!

[identity profile] chironsgirl.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
OK, tonight I have to do a happy, silly fluffy thing. Or we're all going to go mad. RTD got some 'splainin' to do.
XOXOXO
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[identity profile] analineblue.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*sighs* Well, yeah. Of course he would. ;__;

I feel like this is a common thread floating around lately, too. (Or maybe it's just that I just wrote about the same-ish thing, so it's on my mind? ^_~)

Very nicely done, though. <3

[identity profile] zazajb.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Dark and angsty...love it! xxx

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Because then we wouldn't love them quite so much. But trust me, I understand. *Hugs and hands you tissues*

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
So...I guess I shouldn't tell you about the angst!orgy I just wrote? (By which I mean the angst is the orgy, not an orgy that is particularly angsty...though THAT could be interesting!)

Thank you, hun. I think it's the combined stress/cold/feverishness. And that I sort of love angst a lot. I DID, however, write fluff yesterday that will be posted as soon as I exorcise the angst demons!

Sorry it's still so blah there. :-/

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I'm glad you're fingers are healed! Thank you! :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yep. He would. Silly, noble boy that he is.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
I think he did, yes, though that's debatable. Depends on who you ask. And thanks.

As for the angst, well..mine is always there. I'm not a very fluffy writer. :) But yeah, seems to be the mid-winter slumps.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
I REALLY need an "I Make Girls Cry" icon. Like. Now. *Runs off*

Oh, and thanks! *Hugs* I would apologize for making you cry, but you'd just yell at me.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Eep! Thank you. I'm glad you weren't overwhelmed and that this worked. :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Hehe I look forward to happy, silly fluffy things.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

Did you post your piece yet? Did I totally miss it?

I tend to listen to a lot of NIN and Tool in winter, and they have a lot of metal sounds, and then I think "Oooh, Cyber things!" Or at least, that's where I'm going with it. :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I had meant for it to be...not quite so angsty, but then the angst!demons got a hold of it. :)
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[personal profile] lilferret 2011-01-14 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
True. *has a sad* I just wuv them.
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[identity profile] usakiwigirl.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
If it's too angsty, I'll just skim right over it, LOL!

It's bloody raining again today. I can't imagine how bad it is up north. It's wet enough down here and we aren't in danger of flooding, but really? Is it necessary to break the drought so completely? Talk about overdoing it!

My daughter made the most bone-headed comment yesterday, saying that if it rained anymore, we'd be able to swim to the US. I wasn't sure whether to fall on the ground in total hysterics or just look at her with my mouth hanging open. I opted for hysterics. When I could finally manage words, I asked her if she'd ever heard of a little body of water called the Pacific, covered half the world, started about 4km's down the street (technically that Bass Strait, but you can get to the Pacific from there through the Tasman Sea) and extended all the way to the US? She replied with her usual "Oh hush you, don't speak!" At that point, I couldn't really, I was choking.

I know she isn't blonde anymore, not even under the black hair dye, but she could give a few stereotypes a run for their money some days!
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[identity profile] analineblue.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
I did! And you read it. ;) It was the last thing I posted, the one about... well, about a lot of things, but Ianto deciding that he was willing to give up his life for Jack was one of them. ^_~ Though maybe it was more about that in my mind than in what I actually wrote? XD;

...I like Cyber things. :D And NIN. ;)

[identity profile] thebuttonontop.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
lol. you know that I live and breathe angst. if it weren't for people like you, who would keep me alive?

[identity profile] jedi-harkness.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Just watched Abbadon kill Jack again. Angst all-around! ;)

That was just beautiful and oh-so-tender! Made my heart break for Ianto all over again... *wibbles*

[identity profile] jedi-harkness.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Angsty orgy fic? I'd read it! ;) (And the other one, too!)
Edited 2011-01-14 05:39 (UTC)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, hun! They're so tragic, aren't they? *Pats their heads*

[identity profile] jedi-harkness.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
I remember JB likening them to Romeo & Juliet. *sighs* I just wanna squish those boys so bad...
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[personal profile] bk_forever 2011-01-15 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Poignant and moving and responsible for the big lump in my throat and my misty eyes *sniff*

Beautiful though.

[identity profile] nancybrown.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I like the parallels with this. :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! In a sorry-I-made-you-sad kinda way, that is. I am full of angst this week, I think.

[identity profile] musicaluvr.livejournal.com 2011-01-16 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
OH... loved the juxtaposition of what Ianto was like with Lisa and how much things had changed but stayed the same for Ianto with Jack.

Made me wibble something fierce but sigh.... I just loved this.

Thanks for sharing this<3

[identity profile] chocolatenianto.livejournal.com 2011-01-16 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
*wipes eyes* Ianto would as well.... Oh those boys, I want to give them both a big cuddle.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-17 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I like parallels, it seems. :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-17 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I always wanted to do something with Lisa and I'm glad this worked. Ianto is the same, I think, but still changed. That makes no sense, I know....lol :)

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-17 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
I know, the poor dears! They are so...them.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-01-17 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
DUH! I thought you meant with Lisa...I was confused. I blame NyQuil. :) And no, it makes sense now that I am not being dumb. It wasn't all in your head! I promise. Hehe