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sariagray ([personal profile] sariagray) wrote2011-07-14 03:01 pm

The Argonaut's Tale

Title: The Argonaut's Tale
Author: [livejournal.com profile] sariagray  
Characters/Pairings: Jack, obvious mentions of Jack/Ianto, Plot Device
Word Count:
~1200
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Takes place after the radio play The House of the Dead. Also, hints of spoilers for Miracle Day, but those can be ignored.
Warnings: None.
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood. I do not make money off of Torchwood. In fact, it seems as though Torchwood owns and makes money off of ME. This is for entertainment purposes only.
Beta: The ever-amazing [livejournal.com profile] analineblue who deals with my insanity and odd ways of phrasing things.
Summary: Coda to The House of the Dead, takes place immediately after the last line of the play.
Author's Note: Well. Yesterday. That was...something. References are made to the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. ALSO - not a legit warning, but since we're already rending our clothing and rubbing ashes over ourselves, bring tissues. I love you guys.


The Argonaut’s Tale


Jack dragged a hand over his rain-soaked face and then ran it through his hair. The strands moved freely, the gel having long been washed out by the storm. ‘Rift Rain,’ he thought with a laugh that quickly turned into something like a sob.

He’d lied to the woman, but it had been a kindness; the dead were always there if one simply bothered to look. Jack often tried to avoid it, but now every peripheral movement seemed to be the straightening of a tie or the light curvature of a smile. He’d cherish the gestures and the thousand madnesses they offered.

“You often misplace things,” said a clear voice, young and intangible. “Are you happy now?”

He turned to face the newcomer, flashing a bright smile that was more instinct than sentiment. “You again?”

The girl nodded sternly. “You sought me out before. Now it’s my turn.”

She sat down on the damp pavement, smoothing her cream-and-rose frock as she tucked her legs beneath her. With a fluid motion of her hand, she gestured for Jack to join her. He knelt beside her, his knees weak and aching with the strain. The air around her was cold and bitter, though Jack only felt it incidentally.

“Why?” he asked. “It’s done now. The rift is closed. There’s nothing else.”

“I have a story for you, Captain, should you choose to listen.”

Jack nodded warily.

“A long time ago, there was a musician well-favored by the muses. He was a rare man, born of a mortal and a god, and loved by many. One day, he came upon a copse of trees and met with a beautiful nymph, a daughter of Apollo. The two quickly fell in love and were inseparable. They spent their days in each other’s company, dancing in meadows and drinking wine. Unfortunately, the young nymph fell upon a viper’s nest and was bitten. She died of the poison and her soul was sent into Hades’ realm where all souls reside.

“The musician was devastated and sang so mournfully that all of the nymphs came to him to determine the source of his pain. When he told them of his love’s death, they urged him into the underworld with his lute. ‘Play this,’ they instructed, ‘and put Cerberus to sleep. Then you may pass and save your love.’ So the musician did so. Hades was so moved by his love, so impressed with his ingenuity and skill, that he promised to return the man’s lover to the land of the living.

“But there was one condition. The man was not to look back, but to trust that she would follow. However, he was anxious to soothe his mind and so, upon reaching the first flicker of life, he turned back to see the promise fulfilled. His own promise broken, his lover instantly vanished back into the underworld, forever.”

Jack glared at her with narrowed eyes that held back hot tears. His fingers clenched into fists, the blunt nails shooting blissful sparks of pain where they dug into his palm. “Why are you telling me this? Who are you?”

“Because it is the story of your heart, Captain. I knew what would happen there, tonight. I’ve seen it.”

“You knew and you didn’t tell me? Did you know – did you know that he’d be brave?”

“Some say that the man’s lover was only a vision, a trick of the gods. You believe that the gods are cruel to you, but you are wrong.”

Jack rose and growled a primal cry, heavy with grief. He paced in front of the girl, focusing on the movement of his legs, the intricate pull of his tendons, to prevent himself from falling apart at the seams until there was nothing left of him but rage.

The glow of the streetlights reflected off of the girl’s face as she watched him pace. He could see it, see her, out of the corner of his eye. There was something off about her, an anguish that he’d never noticed before. It lay so far beneath the surface that only an occasional flicker, like recognition, escaped.

“I only knew,” she said when his pacing stilled, “because you knew. Your eyes told me. He would give anything to keep you from sacrificing yourself, to keep the world from ending.”

“You – don’t talk like you know him! You don’t have the right.”

Jack sank back onto the ground, his head in his hands. The rolling hum of lone cars cutting through the night was all he could hear, aside from the accusations echoing in his head, and the assurance. That all this time, he knew. One day, the gratitude would well up inside of him and overrun the grief as ‘it doesn’t need saying’ overwhelmed the corners of his mind.

The girl pulled out her deck of cards, shuffling them in her hands with intense focus. Jack noted the movement of her hands, the way they seemed to bend the cards to her will. It had long since stopped raining, but the air was misty and blank with fog. Jack felt the condensation collect on his skin, clinging to it tightly.

“Shall I read your cards, Captain?”

Jack huffed a laugh into his palm. “Does it matter? Fine.”

She nodded. “There is only one card left.”

She placed it before him, face down on the pavement, and waited. Jack stared at the card and slowly flipped it over. He gasped, the ragged inhale cutting him up inside like a thousand small knives.

“Is this some kind of a joke? Because if it is –“

“What I see is true.”

“Are you sure?” he asked brokenly, his voice rasping.

“You know what it means,” she responded. “Do not take it literally. Or do. For you, it could well mean both. You’ll leave soon.”

“There’s nothing for me here now. If I can, I’ll go.”

“Very well, Captain. We’ll meet again at the other end.”

She stood and walked away as Jack stared at the card. It was as crisp as the day it was cut, and yet it was detailed with ancient ink and symbols even older still. He glanced up just as she vanished into the fog, perhaps into time itself.

“Wait!” he called, rising quickly, the card clutched tight between his fingers. “Wait, your –“

He looked down at the piece of cardstock and traced the lines of the picture with his eyes. It wasn’t the image that held him captive, though, but the stark white lettering underneath. Unchangeable, a harsh and resolute promise. Like a knowing kiss, like the last touch of lips before the world whites out.

He tucked it into the pocket of his greatcoat. He’d put the coat into storage, and the card, too. Something climate-controlled and secure where no harm could ever come to them no matter how long he lived. He’d protect them from the relentless march of time, safe from its merciless ravages. And he’d pretend that their safety made any bit of difference at the end of things.

He ran his hand through his hair again and sighed. “Forgive me,” he whispered as he walked off into the night.

The card fell from his pocket, fluttering like a butterfly, and landed on the ground amidst the day-to-day debris of the city streets. It lay in a patch of yellow lamplight, the rubbish around it glittering like gems.

Death. The card of transformation, unbounded by the past.
 
The End
 
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[identity profile] fluffygremlin.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
She is such a hussy.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure what part of the story prompted a misogynistic comment (or even who you're talking about) but I assure you that it wasn't supposed to. I don't mean to sound rude, and I appreciate your taking the time to comment, but I'm a little flummoxed and hurt by this.
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[identity profile] fluffygremlin.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry, I'm random. I didn't mean it in any way that you may have taken it, I promise, so please don't be offended.

The Tarot Girl... less hussy/tramp and more hussy/brazen. Walk in, flash her cards, walk away. Poor Jack left in her wake.

That and I totally hinted at her in my story. =)



[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for clarifying. I appreciate it. I know some people in this and other fandoms can get a bit anti-women, which makes me sad. :)

[identity profile] csmars.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
omg i love this! I'm actually all for CJ dying in MD. ... Okay, I'm 80% for it. I would love to see more of CJ, but it just makes SO MUCH sense for him to off himself while he could. SO MUCH SENSE!!

Also, get OUT OF MY head!!!!!! Yesterday during the radio play when they were about to leave, I was seriously like "just go! don't look back! just don't look back!" because I was thinking of the Orpheus/Eurydice story and here it is! (I'm pretty sure I wrote that in one of the many live-listening discussions/partys we were having). Seriously, get out of my head! :DDD

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha! I am glad I was not the only one. Literally, the first thing I thought in my head was "Orpheus! NO!" And I am all for Jack dying, too. Which sounds awful and like, "I want him dead!" But...:D Also, thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it!

[identity profile] csmars.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Even if CJ dies in MD, I think he can still go back to some doctor who eps if barrowman and/or moffat want. I mean, time traveling hello?! Just look at River.

I'm not sure how long's been for Jack from house of the dead/end of COE 'till beginning of MD. I hope they'll explain it but they might not in fear of confusing new (american?) viewers. Looking at Anwan's age, I guess it's been about 1.5-2 years on earth for Gwen and co. but wouldn't it be SO interesting if it's been like 100 years for Jack?!?! Also makes more sense since I think it'll take him a long time to "heal" after COE and get back to earth, right?

We'll see what RTD thinks, but for some reason I have little trust in him... >_>

[identity profile] fiwen1010.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
*Sobs at you*

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*Hands you boxes and boxes of tissues*

[identity profile] fiwen1010.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
*Clings to you and blows nose very loudly*

[identity profile] beesandbrews.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Nice use of the myth. Well done.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! It's one of my favorite myths and, in between sobbing, I kept gesturing wildly at my computer in excitement.

[identity profile] iolo1234.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for that sad and poignant and beautifully written. I think like you do about the play. Up to 4 times and cried everytime.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I even cry when I read it!

[identity profile] xrai-namere.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
“There is only one card left.”
I'm not watching MD, but I do hope Jack dies in the end too. He deserves his peace. (However, Moffat saying that he'd love to see Jack in DW again worries me. Then again, timey wimey-ness may happen.)

Anyway, I LOVE how you used the tale of Orpheus and Eurydice in this. Great coda to the radioplay.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :) I love that myth! And yay, dying Jack. that sounds awful, but I definitely agree!

[identity profile] withywindle01.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Sad and hauntingly beautiful!

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] eldarwannabe.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems everyone else didn't think Jack shouldn't have looked back, but I was listening to Jack prattle excitedly as he walked out the door and I was like "HOLD HIS HAND OR IANTO'S NOT GOING TO COME/HE'S GOING TO DISAPPEAR OR SOMETHING STOP WALKING AWAY AND ASSUMING THINGS OMG JACK."

(And I was also wondering if this was going to be a fix-it fic radio play. Because really? ONE TINY TWEAK AND IT COULD BE.)

All that said, gorgeous story. Oh, wow. *saves*

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
The looking back thing wasn't so much relevant realistically, but figuratively, I think. You know, Jack's inability to keep from constantly dwelling in the past.

I know! I was like..."I...what are they DOING!?WHAT!?!?!"

Thank you, hun! I'm glad you liked it!

[identity profile] eldarwannabe.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I love it as a figurative metaphor. I just wanted you to know that not all of your readers were having the same thought process. Maybe mythology isn't carved into my thought process deep enough? :)

I COULDN'T BELIEVE THEM. IT WAS SO CRAZY. SO. CRAZY.

I always like your fics. And you have such beautiful imagery here. I have no idea how you can make something so lovely so very quickly.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I know. I'm so glad to hear thought-processes! :D They are my favorite things!

I just imagined some crazy fangirl kidnapping the actors and being all, "Look, I know you were reading a radio play, but you're going to do THIS one instead! Or else!" lol

Awww! *Furious blushing* Thank you!

[identity profile] eldarwannabe.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
CLEARLY. The original play was some sort of ridiculous thing where Jack and Ianto and Gwen went to Random Country #5 and solved some sort of local alien crisis and it was cute.

But then a fangirl collective KIDNAPPED the actors, recorded this, hijacked the BBC and put it up. NOW THEY ARE LAUGHING AT THEIR POWAH. It all makes sense!

[identity profile] aviv-b.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I actually thought of the Biblical version - Lot and his wife when I was listening yesterday.

I also would like to see Jack die at the end of MD. And then I think TPTB should make a new series with Jack during his years with the Time Agents. Much like the Doctor he could visit people from his past and the future including all our friends from TW S1 & 2 along with new adventures.

Bonus points if they brought back James Marsters as well. Hey, I can dream, can't I?

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I can see that. I just tend toward the Greek myths, I think - that and the inclusion of the underworld and vanishing and love and...all of that. ;)

I love how we're all..."Jack should die!"

If we all dream, it'll come true. :D

[identity profile] siobhan-jane.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Perfect! It would be a great actual scene between THOTD and MD.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I would really like to see this play out visually. I'm glad it came through in the writing, as I was definitely trying to set it up that way. :)
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[identity profile] remuslives23.livejournal.com 2011-07-14 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW! *speechless*

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! <3

[identity profile] firesnap.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. That was wonderful. Love your way with words.

I love Tarot Girl. I forget about her for a while until someone uses her in a story. Then I'm like "oh, you're such an awesome plot device."

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! Tarot Girl is lovely and only appears when needed (by the writers, not the characters! lol). She does serve an excellent role, though.

[identity profile] nancybrown.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
*flappy hands*

Yes, THIS!!!

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*flappy hands back!* Thank you! :D

[identity profile] miss-bekahrose.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Firstly.. *flaily fangirlishness!* I love stories where the Tarot Girl shows up to throw a spanner in the works. BRILLIANT. This was great and oh, Jack's pain and I just wanted to hold him.

Secondly... I had notes on the Orpheus/Eurydice story-line for one of my Cliche Bingo Squares, but I will never, never be able to do it justice. Not now when you've woven it so beautifully into your own piece.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I just thought of something. Maybe James Goss is doing Cliche Bingo, too. :D lol Tarot Girl just showed up. I don't even know how. She's sneaky!

As for your story, I think you will definitely do it justice! <3 Thank you! :)

[identity profile] jedi-harkness.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Gorgeous coda to a gorgeous play. *wibble*

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, hun! :D

[identity profile] wanda1969.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Barrowman... (shakes fist at you)!

Truly though, as you know I never learn my lesson with your stories, and was in tears by the beginning of the second paragraph, whether it was in anticipation or not I do not know!
I have saved all the radio plays as I was at work, and was out last night so this weekend is going to be a bit of a TW 'fest'... I may well be in need of therapy before the weekend is out...
Back on topic, this was just so wonderful (again), and I loved the references (yep, I have read spoilers for the plays!)- thank you.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! :D And yeah, this play was right up my tear-stained alley! I hope you enjoy the plays. The last is, of course, heartbreaking but in a good way. I...I love them. *Sniffle*
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[identity profile] codename-sherry.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
*stunned* my god, I'm speechless. Awesome. Brilliant. Love it.

And Jack dying for good in MD? It would make me sad but I think it should happen.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I...I am so thrilled I'm getting speechlessness as a response! This is new!

I completely agree with you - sad but somehow satisfying!

[identity profile] aierea.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for sharing this. :-)

Stories like this (which was amazing by the way) help to ease my anger for show never allowing Captain Jack to tell Ianto that he loves him.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I know - I'm glad we got it in the play at least, though. It was really touching. And thank you so much! :D
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[personal profile] bk_forever 2011-07-15 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*sobs* (But at least Jack has some faint hope of an eventual end to his existence).

I still want Jack to get Ianto back though, 'cause I'm stubborn that way.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-17 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, I know. Thanks! :)

[identity profile] mcparrot.livejournal.com 2011-07-16 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
Oooo. Creepy Tarot Girl is... (creepy) and excellent plot device.

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-17 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
She tries her best! :D And thanks!
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[personal profile] chamilet 2011-07-25 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yep, I was thinking Orpheus and Eurydice as well!

[identity profile] sariagray.livejournal.com 2011-07-26 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! I am glad I'm not the only one!